i learnt that as our final year approaches, some students get so caught up within their studies they really lack some basic social skills. they can't even exchange a simple greeting with you as we pass each other along the corridors.

some people try to seek attention and crack jokes at the expanse of insulting others, especially in the case of 4j. name-calling is rather rampant in our class already, and many people, including me, have been made the targets of their crap-shit antics, which they deem is FUNNY. move on, mature people. its incredible to think that some of these insensitive people are actually leaders! leaders who have big big big responsibilities. respect people before they can actually respect you. if you don't even have the basic respect of respecting people's property (i.e tearing people's paper placed on the noticeboard), i think theres some serious area for growing up.

some people think their so wholly BIG and BIG literally that they only give their exclusitivies to a certain group of people. they think that they are the only ones who know everything. some, on the other hand, are just pure lazy. even if its a small piece of work, they just sit there and sleep. i applaud these people. some teachers even, are getting rather ridiculous in their punishments and demands. i don't really like it when teachers reprimand/blame me for something which i shouldn't EVEN be involved in. and to threaten me to sing at the atrium is a ridicule taken one step further.

i understand it's the final year. but we just need to chill, lead a happy life and move on. venting your anger/frustration on other people won't do you any good. it'll bring you nowhere, even if you get a 4.0.

i miss 2B. i really really do. the tight bonding we have and the strong identity i'm attached to. i don't feel that i belong in my class now. i really don't. i've tried to brush away this thought, but it still sticks with me.

nevertheless, i still have great friends right now. true friends who still stick with me and we share our bitchy moments and our swan moments and our sad moments and our reflective moments. thank you guys, and lets end this year with a bang. for those who have changed drastically since sec 2, find your true self. its never too late. i guess i need to orientate myself over these next few weeks too. its ironic that while many people would love to stay in ri for two more years, i'd really wish to go to rj now.

right now, i'm going to practise don't cry for me argentina. thanks to nicholas hsien for 'accidentally' reminding mrs albar about our performance, which lionel and i shouldn't even have performed. THANKS SO MUCH. i owe you one. or rather, you owe me one.
thanks lionel and isaac for the shopping spree today. lionel i owe you $68.00. =-